Utopia – The Perfect Amount Of Awful
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@APROCKALYPSE
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
About 9 months after you uploaded this video, my brother killed himself. I have no hate towards you, but I just thought you'd want to know.
@programmerdante9400
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
The best story teller in the world.
@wEiRdErALiCe
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
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@rustneversleeps85
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
Omgf I hate that guys reasoning to why he wants to off himself. I hate crybabies like that. Life isn't awful, it's YOUR brain chemistry that's f***ed up. Aww, "mean grocery store cashiers"… the problem is you're so hollow inside you need other people to fill your void
@keryo159
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
What a Strawman.
@robinchume
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
Thanks again for this. I've watched this many times, especially when things are tough. For me this is a big help.
@TheRealShadowX
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
I really like this video. Well done.
@AdamVasnaik
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
Fyodor Dostoevsky wrote a novella a few years before his death called "The Dream of A Ridiculous Man," expressing a similar situation. It is truly a phenomenal novella that bestows on us an understanding of the importance of suffering and the inevitable self-destructive nature of humanity. Without acknowledging these inherent human qualities, the meaning of our lives will always evade us. โThe consciousness of life is higher than life, the knowledge of the laws of happiness is higher than happiness- That is what we must stand against"~ Dream of a ridiculous man.
@tobiasbundgar7063
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
Its actually important to understand that people without depression who has been suicidal always and have a deep wish to go not just because they want to escape. Some actually want it for real and have come to their acceptance of it. These people are much more likelt to actually go thru with it. Because they know what they really want. Society doesnt really understand yet that people who actually wishes this exists. ๐
@FireBros33
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
i just want to say thank you, because this video has literally saved my lives, multiple times now.
@DeconvertedMan
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
neat
@shanesantiago-zo3ej
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
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@michaelramsey7919
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
It's all crap, even the beautiful is crap when you get right to it.
@mkomakingu9073
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
He fell asleep into a fantasy and woke up back to reality. The whole story is one big dream.
@mkomakingu9073
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
The lady says "I hope you see it 1this time" because the man fell forwards looking at the cliff.
@paulograg
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
This doesn't make sense, the utopia i want is one free of hardship, sickness, war, and bad weather, it can happen without anyone complaining ๐๐
@doden__
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
Without evilness we would have nothing to base goodness off of
@groerhahn225
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
Well if he wasn't unhappy, he wouldn't have a reason to jump, right? So obviously the second world wasn't "perfect" at all since he wasn't happy.
There isn't just one shade of perfection.
@fabianomalard6852
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
โI hope you see it this timeโ gave me goosebumps
@turtleanton6539
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
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@18iloveJAMES
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
Sort of?
@humptydumpty-m8u
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
Actually I would like to respond to the last video about the dementia, but when I opened YouTube and see this one.
After watching the video about the dementia, I donโt know how to respond. Whatever happens in life, what people can do is to face it. Iโm not sure about the dementia, for I do not have regular check up on my brain. I need some time to figure out what I should say.
I had an MRI scanning in mid of 2022 on my head which was due to some ear problems after covid. At that time, the report showed that everything was normal. But that was one and a half years ago. Is it the same now? Or if for dementia, the MRI scanning should be focused on a particular part of the brain instead of the whole brain? I have no idea.
I have some friends whose parents have dementia, and I heard some of these stories. For myself, to be honest, I am not afraid, whatever comes from life, we can only accept, we canโt reject, and thatโs it. I am not hiding anything. My life became transparent a lot of years ago.
@cheafmin1399
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
I find it funny how in both worlds the man's discontent leads him to the same place: at the edge of a cliff, looking down.
@dgjbft5432
November 18, 2025 at 4:27 am
You must be Christian.
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