Hayden (aka The Hill Country Devil) talking sobriety, new songs and life.
Been awhile since i’d gotten together with my pal Haydem Karchmer (aka the Hill Country Devil), so we decided to meet up earlier in the year for a catch up and chat. We talk sobriety, old movies, new songs and even the first song he ever wrote. This is one of my favorite interviews in this VHS HQ in the office series (https://youtu.be/-uQxfq5p0FE?si=WC3DbApUeAvN-1ss), and my favorite songs of Hayden’s lately. It is always easy for me and Hayden to chat, because we are good friends in real life, so the interviews feel like friends having a laugh rather than an “interview”.
This was earlier in 2024, when he’d gotten fresh out of rehab in West Virginia (huge thanks to Charles Hatcher out at Whizzbang for his help). Sorry for just now posting it, but Hayden refused to let me, and was self conscious about everything involved. As he often is. Makes sense, this format in particular is very “raw” and doesn’t involve a lot of smoke and mirrors. I wouldn’t relent on this one though, because I think it is actually useful for the world to hear, and particularly good.
We’ve filmed a ton of recordings with Hayden over the years. Think you’ve seen them all? Here you can check. (https://youtu.be/u4XbqGOKwlQ?si=BpgNkwUKl-7yIfV3).
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00:00 picking a movie
00:45 “One Last Song About Dope”
05:25 rehab and sobriety
07:05 “Leah’s Song”
11:22 transition to sober living
13:41 “Magazine Blues
15:21 career/life goals

@ningboy3274
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
I was a junkie from 15 to 30, been to jail, rehab, and prison a gang of times, all my friends died, and my life has been nothing but loss, hardship and strife. A lot of what Mr. Devil has to say really resonates with me, but nothing he’s ever said has resonated with me more than that Rocket Man comment 😂
Rocket Man really was a piece of shit 💯
@jaybird4915
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Is Hayden ok?
No shows, no new music
Wishing him the best
@Jareth77
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
So proud of you Hayden, you're an inspiration as I've been to 8 rehabs myself and am starting to gain real freedom for the first time in my life. Love you and your music brother
@shawnkelly592
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Its a burden to know what heroin(or your drug of choice) feels like…wow…that truth will haunt us to the grave.
@johnjamesperry
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
hcd has the look in his face and eyes that all addicts can see and relate to. i cant describe it but you know it when you see it. super happy for him. he’s spot on about drugs filling a hole, a hole that doesn’t magically fill itself when we get clean. we do recover.
@ohiorose
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Hayden I hope you’re doing good!! You’re so talented and helped me through some hard times while I was getting sober. 9 years now…thank you for singing the songs that resonate with us all ❤
@sitaeve108
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
hell yeah, I hope you stay sober. I've been on and off the wagon for 7 years, alcoholism and addiction are a gnarly dis-ease. Thanks for the tunes GemsonVHS and Hayden. love the t-shirt 😛
@nathanielgordon5659
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Good luck bro. Ive always uad to be doin something. I look at kicking dope as a huge achievement. I drink a couple beers after work to take the edge off and have been a productive member of society for 8 years now . In my experience trying to stop doing everything guarantees failure. Im rooting for you man I hope you are able to do what I can not.
@Rikushio17
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Goddamn I'm happy to see you clean!
@thinkforyoursef
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Went to see Arlo at the Burl a few weeks ago. Had no idea but HCD was playing when I walked in. Made my night. I appreciate you brother.
@conoroakes7183
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Exactly one month out from your year anniversary Hayden!!
From one sober addict to another, keep up the incredibly hard work man.
And please keep making some of the best/ moving music I have ever heard.
Thank you for being you.
We are all rooting for you.
❤
@dirtyhippiefeats
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
" its a burden to know what heroin feels like" truer words never spoken
@bahenafam6621
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Love the new and the old. I wish he would re-record the old stuff. Imagine "To Carry On" in a more beat down and matured voice. Keep fighting brother we need the music, we need your soul.
@BlekKirk
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Leroy sent me 😊 🙏
@justjesse3640
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
I'm coming up on 7 years minus a couple dumb days. I don't recommend the slip ups. It's real hard to not just keep going. I changed every aspect of my life. That is what has worked. Oh and I got a job and that shit has been gooood. I love Hayden's music. I'm so stoked for new stuff. This is time 6 or 7 that I have listened to this. Thanks guys.
@sup393
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
New fan. Just caught you tonight in Pittsburgh. Stay up Dude. Love the writing the voice the playing. Best to you
@chasestata3891
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Thank God your back. Big influence on many. Keep it the fuck up!
@xCheersdarlinXo
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
All drugs but for me opiates yeah, the biggest issue is the burden of knowing how good they feel. Best feeling I've ever felt in my life. If you told Somone that they would obviously want to feel that and feel it every day.
@xCheersdarlinXo
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
One the guys I've only listen to like 5 songs of his and love them all but have yet to do a full dive into his discography. I'm ashamed to say the least.
@rlibtech1080
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
fuck. yes. 100000x over
@jerrywinkler6250
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Brother Hayden sober and traveling to do shows!! This man helped me beat my addiction with his poetic words now he finally getting it. Life is actually too easy right now!
@Atofer1
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Looking extra tatted and healthy brother keep it up hayden
@HotTagProductions
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Always happy to see new videos with Hayden popup in my feed here and on IG.
This new/last dope song tho insert fire emoji
EDIT: Oh man, and 'Lisa' is too good.
@christopher9086
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Capo on the 3rd fret. The song starts on a walk up to the C. Hayden uses walk ups/downs for a lot of the chord changes.
Listen to the song to get those down.
[VERSE 1]
C
Well low and behold
Am
I’m on the needle again
F
What a god dammed joke
G
Another song about dope
C
That’s how pathetic I am
C
So always do what your told
Am
Don’t ever piss in the wind
F
Don’t ever gorge upon grief
G
Don’t strip your own tree
C
Lest you end up like me
[CHORUS]
Am
Well I’ve been dreaming
Dm F
Bout a color not quite like blood
C
Fillin up my lungs
E7
Chasing death like a settin sun
Am
And I’m scheming
F C
Hocking diamonds made of glass
G
And the things that fell from trucks all help build
E
The kingdom of ash
F
Till the wheels fall off
Dm G
There’s no getting off this track
C
Guaranteed to owe your money back(?)
Am F G C
[VERSE 2]
C
Now low and behold
Am
The walls are closing in fast
F
What a god damned mess
G
On the laurels I rest
C
some make believe past
C
And all the tales I’ve sold
Am
To feed in this appetite
F
Have finally run their course
G
Depleted all of my stores
C
Last flickers of light
[CHORUS]
Am
But I been dreaming
Dm F
Bout a color not quite like blood
C/G
Fillin up my lungs
E
Chasing death like a settin sun
Am
And I’m reeling
F C
From the bile in my mouth
G E7
Repercussions spent in coughing fits with sweats that flood the ground(? This line was hard to make out)
F
If you don’t keep afloat
Dm G
You’re surely gonna drown
C
sink into the nowhere to be found
Am F G C
[VERSE 3]
C
Well low and behold
Am
I’m in the city of tents
F
And I’m trapped in the fog
G
Like a cement bog
C
Steady blowing my rent (? Hard to make out these last two lines)
C
And if you ever seen
Am
A man as hollowed out as I
F
What a god damned shame
G
The trouble sure came
C
Such an idiots price
[CHORUS]
Am
But I been dreaming
Dm F
Bout a color not quite like blood
C/G
Filling up my lungs
E
Chasing death like a setting sun
Am
And I’m leaving
F C
Once my ships at least in sight
C/G
For the golden hands of
foreign lands(?)
E7
Where no creatures prowl the night
F
When your lips go blue
Dm G
No spray will set you right
G
You just close your eyes
C
And float into the light.
I welcome any corrections!
@Bellflower1standonly
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
I had been trying to find out how you’ve you been doing bro. Happy to see you looking well and love the new songs. Your music is such an emotional kick in the mouth, especially for those of us who battle with sobriety. Keep it going mane you got this.
@Steven-c3n3m
October 18, 2026 at 7:34 am
Creative, beautiful, talented, singer, songwriter, guitar player ! Best wishes to you ! Thank you for sharing your Music !