i gambled my life away :D

I wish I saw this live 🙁

Thanks for the stream Allie!!! I missed you so much and I’m glad we got to hang out again. I didn’t get the notification so that’s why I joined halfway

Even though I said I probably wouldn’t come back, I did enjoy spending time with you so much that I’ll probably change the system up where I can include your streams

I’m thinking about maybe putting a “⭐️” next to the shows I want to watch vs not care about on the TV guide. So I can have a proper system of priorities rather than all-or-nothing

And it’s something I needed to figure out anyway since as I progress in my pacing plan, I would need to include things like outings, or socialising, or errands. So maybe your streams could be a good simulation for that while I’m in the early stages of that

But I still have the rule where I’ve banned social media in the 4 hours before and after sleep otherwise my AuDHD would be dysregulated all day (maybe that can be a good tip for you too)

I wish I could tell you more about my pacing plan to cure my fatigue. But it’s too complicated and I’ll be here forever, it’s more of a rehab-type thing. But all you need to know is that it requires a strict routine, so I won’t be as chronically online like I used to. I started this plan on April 20th btw

And unlike the previous attempts to cure my fatigue (like the medication switch if you remember that), this plan is actually working, I’m 2 months into it and I’m truly making unreal amounts of progress. I wish I could tell you everything but I’m already breaking the no text walls rule RIP