How To Keep Living When You’d Rather Not
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@Sisyphus55
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
If you’re struggling right now, please reach out — you don’t have to face this alone:
🇺🇸 United States:
• 988 Lifeline — Call or text 988, or chat at 988lifeline.org (24/7, free, confidential)
• Crisis Text Line — Text HOME to 741741 for support anytime
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ youth) — Text START to 678678 or visit thetrevorproject.org
• NAMI HelpLine — Call 1-800-950-NAMI (6264) or text HELPLINE to 62640 for guidance (Mon–Fri, 10am–10pm ET)
🌍 Outside the U.S.:
• Find international mental-health hotlines at findahelpline.com
💬 If you ever feel unsafe or in immediate crisis, please contact local emergency services.
Reaching out for support is a sign of strength. You’re not alone.
@sioonaf7841
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
My eyes are closing, and my vision is narrowed. Don't think I will ever end myself. But I'm afraid if things stay like this… I will lose my sense of self, and my sanity. That fact terrifies me more than anything… I can't be the only person with a "level head" or "critical thinking skills" anymore. How do people fall into their ways of thinking and not see the consequences or the foreseeable future??? Why does it feel like the people around me can't see past themselves and the hurt they cause?? WHY THE FUCK DOES IT FEEL LIKE NOBODY IS LEARNING FROM THEIR MISTAKES
@perfbowel
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
3:31 You don't know they will get better either.
@David-v6q2w
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
AI BS
@Garriepoo
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
I just went 2-23 in a game of competitive valorant. some may think that im weak minded for wanting to die, but in reality its a wish that the world and the competitive valorant q could be better without me. maybe im not meant tobe alive and winning, but rather a soul put onthis earth to help others win.
@kitsune_akira
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
I'm too afraid to do it.
@ManashiMishra-vz3ht
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
I dont like this version of my life…can I please get another one? Where I won’t look this bad, feel this bad and most important I should make people proud not ashamed of me.
@jaymaningas6578
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
watching ts while drinking
@TTV.cliped
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
I guess in my good life I would be:
Kind I always envy people who have the courage to help others
I would want to be hardworking: I feel like throughout my life never saw anything through to the end I quit soccer when I was 8 because other kids laughed at me for not knowing how to tie my shoes,I still never learned (im 16)
Funny: I have been told I was a pretty funny guy through my life I always made a few people laugh hard but these past few years I’ve been isolating myself I’m kinda scared I’m no longer funny.
Most importantly I want to try try and feel everything even the lows so I can embrace the highs
@TotallyVEVO
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
I like how the clips with the texts look and feel similar to jack staubers style which really helped feel comfortable and stay/listen to everything. Really great video though good job.
@Xalvo2026
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
As if I have lost touch to reality 😭
@zacyu208
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
Thank you…i need this
@brendangeraghty8865
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
this video is an insult.
@brendangeraghty8865
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
Listing so-called 'Help Lines' is a sick joke to those who have tried all of them, and feel worse about themselves. Every day gets worse.
@melbournesymphony
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
i’ve tried to seek help but it never works. i hope to go to sleep soon.
@TheQuietMend-k8b
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
This video found me at a very strange time in my life. Sometimes we don’t actually want to die, we just desperately want the pain, exhaustion, confusion, and constant heaviness to stop. I really appreciated how this video didn’t romanticize suffering or simply tell people to “stay strong.” It acknowledged how complicated it can be to keep going when you can’t even imagine things getting better.
The part about not making permanent decisions from a temporary state of unbearable pain really stayed with me. Sometimes all you need is enough time for the next chapter to arrive.
Thank you for making this. Someone who watches this at the right moment might decide to stay one more day, and sometimes one more day is everything. ❤️
@Alexander12276
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
It really feels like hope has slowly been dying out since the 2000s started and the beginning of 2020 was the final nail in the coffin and I'm one of the ones affected by it…
@ahmedmohammd2795
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
Living in a third world country where help is very limited videos like are must needed
@PalmTreeBones
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
if most of my life is having to put up with people being an ass to me for fun and trying to assert power over me no matter how nice I am then how the hell is happiness an option?
@exitthemind
August 29, 2026 at 9:20 am
This video just pissed me off more. It's all the same shit I've heard before.