The Desire To Escape From Yourself
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BRITTAIN, MARY GATES. The Nineteenth Century Wasteland: The Void In
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June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
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@frankypainter
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Clickbaited by the mollusk
@Mido-d4d
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Ad ends 4:02
@Nazareth2000-o5t
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
I take a lot of Aderrall
@spreadeagleacrossdablock6620
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Clicked because the mollusk by ween was in the thumbnail lol
@Antennas9679
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
The downward spiral
@mudathirbairag7886
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
the else. the jealousy. the envy.
@BigToody
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Why don't you cut it out? Will you do that? Will you knock it off? What do you want from me anyway? I'm asking you, what do you want from me? I'm still waiting to hear. What do you want?
I wanna take over, jackie. I wanna call the shots. I want you to let me out. I want a chance to live. I wanna live with all the guts and goodness you left behind. I wanna live the dreams you dreamed and never had the guts to live.
– “Nervous Man in a Four Dollar Room” The Twilight Zone (Season 2, Episode 3)
I want to escape from myself too
@BigToody
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Could even boredom turn into escapism?
@ratvudu
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
First impression of you. And as I'm trying to drift into sleep on a short 7 minute video I hear you shilling an advert. Hell nah.
@13piecebucket-d3z
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Thank you for posting this
@objectivelyhuman1
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Good!✌
@mikebaneofntrguardianofwho5396
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Face the sin save the E.G.O.
@yasmine3923
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
It was good until the ad popped out…
@Ada-qq9qi
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Boffy?? Wh5 does the add voice sounds like him😭
@aanyaprimlani8508
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
The cure for boredom is eschatology.
The cure for strife (personal and political) is eschatology.
The cure for climate change is eschatology.
The cure for all mental health issues including suicidality is eschatology.
The cure for antinatalism and nihilism is eschatology.
The answer has always been eschatology.
But it doesn't have to be religious
@vaibhavjainn5356
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
damn that's deep
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@Shortbutbeefydack
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
the moment I saw the Mollusk album cover in the thumbnail, I knew I was gonna deeply relate to this video
@tervail_terry
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
I relate to this except for some parts
@zurielbabida8162
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
2:00 Where is this quote from?
@kiranshah9679
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Exact face that I could relate with, urge to make everything right, in the right position, to advise people to do this and that. I have lost self control, became so harsh in language, criticized by closed one. Apparantly I should accept my fate in their opinion. But I'm not a teenage anymore being a rebellious yet desparate day by day. Couldn't find what's wrong what must be done
@TheLegendOfAnastasia
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
My show is on 🤫
@Oenaqba
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
You know you had a good point until you decided to be a hypocrite and start advertising in the middle of this shit
@jessiesratrods1210
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
I need to get back to where I was at years ago. It will take practice. It will take time, but I will be able to sit in complete darkness again and be still with myself, only entertained by expanding my mind with complex thought instead of the stimuli addicted husk of a person I am now.
@luckypendraw342
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
I used to like myself. I was hard working, doing what I told myself I would do. Great vibe. Until I start slipping. Then I start hating myself. I find myself find joy in being something else. Anything that distract me. That made me felt like I am someone else. It made me miserable. Probably from work and everything but It really made me feel like I don’t live up to my potential and I hate myself for it.
This video really explains what I’m going through. Thanks
@maymungorevi
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Basically the last 18 years of my life
@meeb_consumer
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
I guess my struggle is that… after you stop running, what then? Where's the sacredness, Where's the end in life?
What good thing is there that is not nothing?
@dominique9664
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
This showed up on my fyp. It doesn’t resonate with me but it does explain alot of the issues I had with my ex
@Peterli-f6v
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Baaaanger!!!
@bobonono9978
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
cried while watching this. I’m tired of myself
@jestro1885
June 26, 2026 at 9:22 am
Wonderful community, good writing for the video but this is one of the first times where I feel like the ad should've been integrated in a different way. You do not wanna mix people's sorrows and problems into an ad, its smart and I don't entirely disagree that getting a good job might be what someone is looking, but I still think its wrong to profit off vulnerability.